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all cried out.... [ Sunday,
April 3rd, 2005 ]
[ mood | crushed ]

Last night I was so bored and sat on Aim. Daniel got on and was drunk so I started messing with him. He was all "Dont mess with a drunk guy" so I told him dont tempt more or Ill come over there and harass you. Well yeah he did of course so I drove over there and when I got there he was shocked that I showed up. We ended drinking Jack and we got pretty trashed and had a tickle fight. Which he won. Then he got tired or something and put his head on my lap. I played with his hair and he apologized for hurting me. Then out of no where got mad at when I told him we were ok. Gah that boy is uber confusing. then he said he wanted to kiss me and I didnt understand him because he said it under his breath. oh well I so asked him again and he and he told me. I was shocked but I dont know what came over me but I kissed him. We kissed for a moment then he pulled back and said he couldnt do it because of Dea. I got upset and tried not to cry. He tried to make me feel better but I felt it best to leave so I tried to and He tried to stop me. It didnt work...what he said made me cry. I ran out of the house and sat in my car for a minute crying and then drove away in tears. I dont know whats up with me. I thought I was over him. who am I kidding I never got over him. Im still in love with that boy. Well I cried my eyes out all night and now im getting ready to go to the set. Ill write more as it happens. Till much later...all my love. *Kisses*

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Nothing much going on... [ Wednesday,
March 23rd, 2005 ]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Lately things have been getting better. I have been hanging out with Ryan alot. The other night we went boweling and had chinese food and today we went to the movies. He is a really awesome guy and I love hanging out with him. Deanna and I are ok now. I kind of hate being mad at her but im still mad at Daniel. He hurt me pretty bad...still trying to heal. Oh well tomorrow is filming and im stoked. I cant wait. I have a few lines...not as much as the first episode but still. So im going to get off now and head out to get some stuff from the store! Till much later...all my love. *kisses*

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Heart broken and eating candy... [ Saturday,
March 19th, 2005 ]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Im watching Jack and Bobby on the WB and drowning my sorrows in a bag of mini reese cups. I cant believe my best friend in the whole world would sleep with my boyfriend! This is so messed up. Im so depressed...I have no one to talk to...I really just need to go somewhere or something. I will never forget walking in Daniel's house and seeing them in bed together. It is like burned in my memory or something. I think I might go to starbucks in a bit...I dont know yet. Anyone want to join me call my cell phone. As of right now im deleting Dea and Dan from my cell phone, who needs liars and backstabbers as friends? Not this girl, Ill just get a new boyfriend...one who doesnt sleep around. So ill stop my whining here and change my clothes. I think I hear the mall calling my name. All my love! *kisses*

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Super busy day... [ Tuesday,
March 15th, 2005 ]
[ mood | happy ]

I woke up early today even after Dan kept me up on Aim last night. lol I love you sweetness! I spent my day taking care of my dad. He has gotten pretty bad and it takes all my strength not to break down. I know I have to be strong for him but lately it gets harder and harder every day. I got on Aim around lunch time and talked with Aubrey and Shane. You guys are the greatest! Shane and i talked about his girlfriend and made plans to go pick out tattoos with me. lol. Im going to be a rebel. Aubrey and I talked for a while about anything and every thing. After that i got off for a while and watched some tv and ate some hamburgers I made. The rest of the day seemed to fly by and before i knew it, it was time for me to leave for Aubrey's big party! Well im heading out to go there now! So ill write more later! All my love guys! *kisses*
* Leave me some HOTT comments everyone!*

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The craziess thing happened today... [ Sunday,
March 13th, 2005 ]
[ mood | happy ]

I went over to Mir's house pretty early and picked her up. We just drove around drinking our favorite Starbucks fraps and listening to the new Green Day cd and rocking out. We decided to go to the Cineplex and catch a flick. As we were standing in line trying to get the movie snack neceassitys a guy started messing with us. He was making fun of the show and our characters. He told us how he didnt want us to have anymore seasons and stuff. Mir looked at me and said "that guy is a total ass" i laughed and looked back at him. I noticed he had pansys on his shirt and said "wow, thats gay." fyi...pansys are flowers. lol. then out of no where i blurted out. "he is an ass pansy!" lmao! Mir and i died laughing and the guy got so mad he walked away cussing under his breath! So that is our new word! Mir...we are so HOT. lol well that is all that is going on with me for now. Im going to get off of this thing now and go take a shower and hit the sack. So till much later...all my love! *kisses*

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what a night! [ Thursday,
March 10th, 2005 ]
[ mood | ditzy ]

I talked to Dea for a while on the comp earlier and she had to get off and get ready for our big dates. So my Shaney kins was on and I chated with him. He knows how to make me feel a lot better about myself. He had me cracking up most of the time. So i got off with him and changed clothes into a really cute pink halter top and some dirty holey abercrombie jeans i bought earlier today. So was looking rather good if i may say so. Well i went to Dea's house after i was ready so the guys could pick us up. We sat on the porch and not even 10 minutes later they pulled up. Looking fine as hell i might add. So we all go to this really nice reasturant and eat. It was alot of fun...and i was starving. lol. After that we went and saw "Be Cool". I must say it was an awesome movie! I love John Travolta. He is a great actor! After the movies we went to the arcade at the mall. Dea and I killed Garrett and Blake at air hockey! hahaha...thats what you get for challenging the pros! We stayed there until about an hour ago then Blake drove us all back to Dea's. We stood outside and talked for a while. It was so cute. Garrett walked over to my car and i got in the drivers seat and he talked to me. They were about to leave so Garrett was in the routine of telling me he had a nice time and wanted to see me again, but in the corner of my eye i see Dea and Blake kissing...awww..so adorable! As i turned my attention back to Garrett...he kissed me! It was so romantic! After the kisses they left as did i and now im updating! lol! omg! Dea look at these icons i found!
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hahaha...the smurf one is for my girl D-Dawg! lmao! till later...all my love!

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i am now...FO [ Wednesday,
March 9th, 2005 ]
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I got one of these.... [ Wednesday,
March 9th, 2005 ]
[ mood | content ]

So what a day I had today! Went to the set and got the Script for the new episode. Shane was there for a while and then i didnt see him after lunch. Who knows where he went off to! I sat with Deanna for a bit and we talked about this season and how it will so shock our fans! I hope so...we have quite the season ahead of us to film. I do feel like this is the best one yet. Cassie showed up kind of late...i think she has had her hands full lately. I feel for her i really do. She is way to young to be ran ragged. Aubrey and i left the set early and went and got some milkshakes. Yum...chocolate...my fav! Im thinking of going to the mall in a bit and hitting this new store i saw that just opened and has a major sale going on. Probably call Dea and ask her if she wants to tag along. So ill write more later! All my love! *kisses*

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